Suddenly things were way too hard to control. Oh, maybe there are things are way too hard for us to control. The more I resist those things to happen, the more it came. Maybe this was just a another chapter of it. I am afraid to mess up so badly that’s why I refuse, but now I can’t do much about it but to face it. Or maybe I can make a change and work things out. I am also peculiar of what would be the outcome of what I am going to. I feel so pressured like two massive black hole pulling me away.

Later on I realized “If this was not given to me, who will? I mean everyone has their own chances not now but soon. But I’ll take my chances and hopefully get things right”. Evenly, I was not born with such talent leadership that is, I got so easily pissed off sometime even I was in grade school. Oh I can do this, and thanks for the people who believed in me. Hope you/they will be beside me till this chapter ends.

It’s time for a change, and I’ll be that change and the visionary of a ship that will sail through out the year. Hope we will not sink. Hehe! =)