Just this week, month I guess. I felt so pressured in all the things given to me. From the OJT/on the job Training and from the jobs/tasks given to me as an individual. Lately I began to understand things that filled me a positive vibes, a positive way of doing things. No matter how hard people will drown you and put you down, as long as you know yourself and be positive about it.

People who don’t know me yet, will surely judge me on how I look. That is a rational thing! I think, but most of the time people do judge me in the wrong way, and I don’t blame them. But I don’t care, I think I know myself better, so I keep myself quiet. We can’t take that from people, to be just judgmental and insecure.

Sometimes I get hurt, and I can’t take it. I want to confront and fight back. But maturely, I remember my mother’s words. “You need not to explain to people, cause you know what is the truth! Let them see! Let them be”. My mother really is influential to my innocents. When I am hurt, from the words spoken I laugh it out like nothings happened.

I’ll make them see it, and make them understand. “I don’t speak for revenge, I speak for the truth”. =)