What I hope for 2009? | The New Me in the Making
December 26, 2008 | Posted in Popular in the Web, Words and Emotions, Buzz and Chit Chats |
Woah! 2008 was a headache for me thinking of all the things I’ve gone through, bad and good times but it saddens me to admit that most of the time I think of the bad one as it is larger in number. Well, experience teaches people. I can say that it is my best teacher right now. All the hurt, frustrations, guilt and also all the sins I made. Unfortunately all of these are only because of my doings. To most people who got on my way, form the people I met and stepped on me, the hell I care. But although the hurt was there or I mean the scars of what they did, atleast it healed. Most of the time I am too good to people even they back stab me and all, I just find it hard to care about anything. Too much hearing of my grief? Yeah! You should be, I myself too is tired of hearing myself out, that’s why I can say I get too emotional, as they say to people like me going emo-emo. Nah! I just bother sharing these to poeple. Talking about life? Nahhh! no one listens, or maybe they’ll listen when they are in to that situation. But the good thing about myself is I learn to change things out.
So what do I merely expect? Before all of these, I wanted to just first leave 2008 as it is, leave the hatred and all, I am not a loser like them oh! Enough4x! I mean, I can’t stay like that, it switches my way of doing things and these are only hindrance to what I wanted, the brightside is that I experienced it and most likely learned from it and I want to thank those people who reminded me that they existed and giving me warnings that I should be cautious about them, as their name goes like "caution so be cautious". Hahah! Back to the topic, I was talking to you. Who? The one who is reading this, my life is not so agonish as you think. So what do I expect? Have I said that already? Oh, so here it goes I expect a good year and I should change for good, a new aura is what I am looking for, a new style, not back to who I am before, yeah I kinda lost things and I want to start all over that’s all.
Lastly to feel the things that made me Human and leave the patterns of lonelines behind. Thanks for reading.
