Deadlines, dead… dead… dead.. dead na dead! huhu =(

There are a lot of deadlines to meet this coming week. Pressure? Well yes I got a lot of it on my back. It seems like this will never end. Projects here, commitments there, thesis up there. It really takes all my energy, got to regain my focus for school (char, murag naa). The IntramsWeek is over, and it is back to normal for me and all the other students at school.

The thing is, a deadline is a deadline. No one can change it, yet it can be still be moved for a couple of days. Yet we should comply to our instructors and proctors. Yeah, I am really pressured right now. Looking at the dates and tasks makes me ill. Hayz! All I wanted is to relax. Oh, I guess not.

Sleepless nights upcoming next week, I mean it already started. Why do I get all the pressure? Even in my dreams I get some of those. I can’t merely stop thinking of it. Maybe I should do something now, fast! It is so painful, that you are out there doing stuff and others just go to bed just like nothing happened, hate that feeling.

Grrrrrrr!

It was a day of searching for this song, looking for the title and the artist. This became my “last song syndrome” for the whole INTRAMS week haha, I can’t help it but sing it after I heard this song so loud, at school.

Gladly I found it, thanks to my friend Joseph Sator. Haha.

I can say that, I am pretty shocked about the artist, Cobra Starship. Hehe, it sound to like Enrique Iglesias, silly me. Pop/Rnbish, it brings me a new sense of flavor in music. Listening to powerPops and other pop song, this is new and there would be more to come hehe. Enjoy the video!

August 19 - 21, 2009 me and my classmates had our “Retreat” at St. Benedict’s Retreat House in Digos. I can tell it was really fun experience for all of us, and we learned valuable lessons that each can take to face the world. Some of us were lost, full of hatred but the thing is each one of us spent time to find oneself which is the main purpose of the experience.

By now, we have renewed ourselves and light up into a new perception in life. Although change is not that easy, “change is such a process” we should took over in life. From our sharing? Yes I believe that I learned a lot not only on my own experiences but also to the other experiences that my friends had, the pain, happiness, excitement. Yeah, we got more close because of the sharing we had.

So, I want to say thank you for the experience, friendship, to the place which opened our heart, body and souls, to the people around the place, lastly THANKS CLASS A! It was really a fantastic experience and we should hope and pray things will get better for us soon! Xiao!

I really don’t know how to handle this kind of pressure, this intense pressure I am having. Too many to handle, too many to deal with at a time. What am I suppose to do? Oh men! It really takes all my time thinking of it, I mean I can’t sleep, I can’t do anything without thinking of it. Awkwardly, even in my dreams it still hunts me like a nightmare. Soon enough I’ll be used to this.

I hate meeting deadlines, all I am doing is thinking about the outcome and solve some problems. Yeah that’s life but I never thought of this to come, I envisioned life to be easy maybe I was wrong, definitely. I am so afraid to mess up things that’s why I don’t take responsibilities. Still, I have to face some of the tasks as my friend quoted me “IF GOD CALLS, HE ENABLES”. Hope that the quote would really do something, but really it did it urged me somehow. All I can do is to BELIEVE in something that would urge me to do things, believe in what I do and oh yeah love what I am doing.

Hope this will end soon at the right time. Anxiously, I am really hoping things will be alright soon and problems will be at least be solved.