There have been a lot of distractions lately, and they were merely pulling me down. I’m losing it, I mean the tracks I’ve built lately was unfortunately gone to a different direction making it so hard for me to diverge and redirect. For it seems I lost my focus, yeah like everyone is saying. I really lost control of the things. I am trying to pull myself back up, and building back the pieces. I shall stand! I know its not yet too late, I shall stand! I shall!

Awkwardly, I’ve been haunted by numerous things in my dreams, numbers, events. Oh yeah, I think things are happening over and over again. It seems like I never learned my lesson. Temporarily, things were instant last thing I know I was awaken, awaken with the truth that was not the thing or shall I say != (is not equal to) what it should be. But yeah I have no regrets at all. I am having back my focus and I am merely inspired by the words given to me by my friends especially my professor. Thanks for waking me up, just forgot the things that kept me going. Looking back is the only way to move forward. Thank a lot! Goodluck to me, my teammates and classmastes, also to all the fourth year students. “WE NEED DEDICATION, COMMITMENT! CLASS A! WE SHALL STAND! THE LAST STAND! STAND! STAND!……..”

Opinion:

“Rizal and Bonifacio have fought differently for the country. Although they fought in different ways they still shared a common goal and that is to free the Filipinos from the Colonization of Spaniards. Their lives were unique and remarkably different from each other.

Who wants to be compared anyway? Yeah, the statement is right. No one wants to be compared because each and every one is bounded as to be a unique being, regardless of what they do or what they have accomplished.

Rizal fought without using swords and guns. Yet he fought by writing that had been much sharper than blades, awaken the Filipino people to fight for freedom and their rights.
Bonifacio fought and launched a revolution for the Filipinos and the land. Used his sword and started the KKK to end the sufferings of his kababayan.

Yeah. Rizal and Bonifacio used different weapons, but the most important thing is that they fought for the land and for their country man. All the rest doesn’t matter at all. They are two people who fought for their country and they should be respected and not be compared.

Lastly, there are a lot of heroes even those people who were not recognized by many. The fact that they have fought our country would be enough to be consider them as one of our hero. It didn’t even require age, wealth, looks, or a pleasing personality in doing so. The only requirement is the heart to fight for the country and his/her countrymen and everything will follow.”

Deadlines, dead… dead… dead.. dead na dead! huhu =(

There are a lot of deadlines to meet this coming week. Pressure? Well yes I got a lot of it on my back. It seems like this will never end. Projects here, commitments there, thesis up there. It really takes all my energy, got to regain my focus for school (char, murag naa). The IntramsWeek is over, and it is back to normal for me and all the other students at school.

The thing is, a deadline is a deadline. No one can change it, yet it can be still be moved for a couple of days. Yet we should comply to our instructors and proctors. Yeah, I am really pressured right now. Looking at the dates and tasks makes me ill. Hayz! All I wanted is to relax. Oh, I guess not.

Sleepless nights upcoming next week, I mean it already started. Why do I get all the pressure? Even in my dreams I get some of those. I can’t merely stop thinking of it. Maybe I should do something now, fast! It is so painful, that you are out there doing stuff and others just go to bed just like nothing happened, hate that feeling.

Grrrrrrr!

It was a day of searching for this song, looking for the title and the artist. This became my “last song syndrome” for the whole INTRAMS week haha, I can’t help it but sing it after I heard this song so loud, at school.

Gladly I found it, thanks to my friend Joseph Sator. Haha.

I can say that, I am pretty shocked about the artist, Cobra Starship. Hehe, it sound to like Enrique Iglesias, silly me. Pop/Rnbish, it brings me a new sense of flavor in music. Listening to powerPops and other pop song, this is new and there would be more to come hehe. Enjoy the video!